Saturday, August 22, 2009

HMMMMM

Im kind of in a slump this week nothing really seems to be going right. i got into an arguement at work with a co-worker (didnt even know what it was about he just yelld at me and called me a name i wont repeat) its posible i may have offended him some how. i am going to have to swallow my pride and appoligeze and ask for forgivness even though i dont know what i did. on top of that the advesary is jus bombarding me with this uneasy feeling. i really dont know what is going on other then i need to do some praying. well im off to bed hopefully tommorow will be better.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Cant Sleep

ok so it is fri night and i cant sleep too excited. i start at the temple in the morning. i did meditate for a couple of hours so i hope i can make it through the day and then make it home safely

Sunday, August 9, 2009

6 days to go and the adversary is working hard

I have my first day to work in the temple on the 15th and the adversary is working double time on me. please pray with me as I prepare my self and get myself squared away. I cannot do it on my own but with the help of Heavenly father and my loving church family I know I will not let my Savior down.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

AWESOME AWESOME DAY

So today I went to the temple today and done some work for my ancestors. Then I met Pres. Smith. I will be serving as a Ordinance worker at the St. Paul Temple the first sunday of every month I am super excited.


* As momma Foster guessed it is not the first sunday but the first saturday each month

Saturday, June 6, 2009

HEAVENLY FATHER IS AWESOME

ok so i went to the temple today and Heavenly Father really opened my eyes about the situation pertaining to my grandparents and also another situation that i was having mixed feelings over. i learned that its not what the person does to me but how i react and i did not react in the best manner. so i am not innocent here. i was stopped in my tracks and repented right then and there. it is amazing how Heavenly Father can just solve any problem.

Friday, June 5, 2009

STRESS STRESS AND MORE STRESS

Well I am beginning to just fly off the handle with my family lately. first an argument about work and then last night i was told that if i cant keep my room to their standards i need to find a new place to live (it wasn't even that messy) so after a 10 hour day at work i get home at 11 only to find out i have to completely revamp my bedroom plus do laundry and listen to my grandfather go on and on about how i care about the church more then them.

I am hanging in there and i know heavenly father wont give me more then i can stand but cant i just do anything right lately man it would be nice for just a small reprieve,

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

One long week

its been a long week and it is just raging on me ill be glad for sat to go to the temple. the temple always makes me feel better