things seem to be falling apart

So i found out today that my phone will prolly be turned off and that i will have to pay collections the amount plus a termination fee and then when i resign up u may have to pay a deposit. plus my car insurance is comming due again. i need 200 dollars to pay the phone bill and i do not know where i am going to get it from on top of that i was suspended from school for my grades so i dont have the money from there comming in so now my credit card bills are going to collections i need some prayer and i am really having a hard time being hopeful that this will all work out.
please pray for me everyone

trials

so i have been going through some trials. some have been big and some have just seemed big. i have found that even though it is tough if i go to God in prayer i always make it through.
thanks to Heavenly Father i am back on the road i need to be on and stronger then ever

is in need of a little help

I need you all to pray that everything works out for me. I am only getting five to ten hours a week from work and have no money in the bank and the bills are starting to pile up. i can barely stay a float. i have cut my trips anywhere out and have decided to stay home when i can and not go anywhere but im still having money issues. so if you guys could please pray for me it would greatly help.

Awesome

Today i finished reading Twilight it was so much better then the movie. i start reading new moon tonight and we will see if its as good. in other subjects life is pretty good. i miss a certain someone who shall remain nameless. she is away out of state for a bit and i can not wait for her to get home so we can see each other again. so far life has been good for the last few weeks and i am looking forward to decemebr who knows maybe a trip to south east wisconsin =D

through the weeds

I am a man stuck in the middle of a field no exit in sight. the glimmer of light that had lit my path has now since faded to black. run frantically to and fro and can not find my way. im surrounded by laughter and taunts from above, saying good luck on your own. will the darkness become day will the taunts stop and most of all will i find my way.

HMMMMM

Im kind of in a slump this week nothing really seems to be going right. i got into an arguement at work with a co-worker (didnt even know what it was about he just yelld at me and called me a name i wont repeat) its posible i may have offended him some how. i am going to have to swallow my pride and appoligeze and ask for forgivness even though i dont know what i did. on top of that the advesary is jus bombarding me with this uneasy feeling. i really dont know what is going on other then i need to do some praying. well im off to bed hopefully tommorow will be better.

Cant Sleep

ok so it is fri night and i cant sleep too excited. i start at the temple in the morning. i did meditate for a couple of hours so i hope i can make it through the day and then make it home safely