WOW

so i have been living in utah for about a month and a half now. i absoloutly love it here. it is so beautifull, people are great, i love my job and my own place =+). it is a struggle getting used to being on my own and i miss everyone back home in wisconsin. i have been a little stressed now and again but i am trying not to let it get to me. i feel this is where Heavenly Father has called me. i am stronger and progressing more here in a month and a half then i ever have. some days i do fall short of my expectations but God tells me he has more planed for me. i just was issued a calling yesterday by my EQP i am going to be a sacrament cordnator. i love serving i finally have something to do. there is one area that is unsettled in my life lately that really makes me sad, but i pray that will all work out. i know my problems are small compared to others problems so i fight to get through this and hope that all will be well. well gotta go i miss you all back home and hope to visit soon

What do i do

I am at a crossroads in my life if I make one decision then some people are hurt but if I make the other decision others are hurt and I pass up a great opportunity. I have been praying and I know the way I should go but then others that are important to me will be upset. But if I chose to do what they want me to do then I am not doing what I feel to be a good thing. grrrr I wish i knew what to do.

The Temple

hey everyone it has been a while since i posted i just spoke to pres galovan and will be going back to the temple to work starting the 12th of june. it caused a bit of an argument with my grandparents but i can not wait to go back

Life or something like it

is it just me or is everything in my life just falling apart. it seems everything in my life seems broken and i am scrambling to pick up the pieces. i just want a normal happy day is that to hard to ask? i wonder what is soo wrong with me. is it going to always be this hard

things seem to be falling apart

So i found out today that my phone will prolly be turned off and that i will have to pay collections the amount plus a termination fee and then when i resign up u may have to pay a deposit. plus my car insurance is comming due again. i need 200 dollars to pay the phone bill and i do not know where i am going to get it from on top of that i was suspended from school for my grades so i dont have the money from there comming in so now my credit card bills are going to collections i need some prayer and i am really having a hard time being hopeful that this will all work out.
please pray for me everyone

trials

so i have been going through some trials. some have been big and some have just seemed big. i have found that even though it is tough if i go to God in prayer i always make it through.
thanks to Heavenly Father i am back on the road i need to be on and stronger then ever

is in need of a little help

I need you all to pray that everything works out for me. I am only getting five to ten hours a week from work and have no money in the bank and the bills are starting to pile up. i can barely stay a float. i have cut my trips anywhere out and have decided to stay home when i can and not go anywhere but im still having money issues. so if you guys could please pray for me it would greatly help.