WOW

so i have been living in utah for about a month and a half now. i absoloutly love it here. it is so beautifull, people are great, i love my job and my own place =+). it is a struggle getting used to being on my own and i miss everyone back home in wisconsin. i have been a little stressed now and again but i am trying not to let it get to me. i feel this is where Heavenly Father has called me. i am stronger and progressing more here in a month and a half then i ever have. some days i do fall short of my expectations but God tells me he has more planed for me. i just was issued a calling yesterday by my EQP i am going to be a sacrament cordnator. i love serving i finally have something to do. there is one area that is unsettled in my life lately that really makes me sad, but i pray that will all work out. i know my problems are small compared to others problems so i fight to get through this and hope that all will be well. well gotta go i miss you all back home and hope to visit soon

What do i do

I am at a crossroads in my life if I make one decision then some people are hurt but if I make the other decision others are hurt and I pass up a great opportunity. I have been praying and I know the way I should go but then others that are important to me will be upset. But if I chose to do what they want me to do then I am not doing what I feel to be a good thing. grrrr I wish i knew what to do.

The Temple

hey everyone it has been a while since i posted i just spoke to pres galovan and will be going back to the temple to work starting the 12th of june. it caused a bit of an argument with my grandparents but i can not wait to go back

Life or something like it

is it just me or is everything in my life just falling apart. it seems everything in my life seems broken and i am scrambling to pick up the pieces. i just want a normal happy day is that to hard to ask? i wonder what is soo wrong with me. is it going to always be this hard

things seem to be falling apart

So i found out today that my phone will prolly be turned off and that i will have to pay collections the amount plus a termination fee and then when i resign up u may have to pay a deposit. plus my car insurance is comming due again. i need 200 dollars to pay the phone bill and i do not know where i am going to get it from on top of that i was suspended from school for my grades so i dont have the money from there comming in so now my credit card bills are going to collections i need some prayer and i am really having a hard time being hopeful that this will all work out.
please pray for me everyone

trials

so i have been going through some trials. some have been big and some have just seemed big. i have found that even though it is tough if i go to God in prayer i always make it through.
thanks to Heavenly Father i am back on the road i need to be on and stronger then ever

is in need of a little help

I need you all to pray that everything works out for me. I am only getting five to ten hours a week from work and have no money in the bank and the bills are starting to pile up. i can barely stay a float. i have cut my trips anywhere out and have decided to stay home when i can and not go anywhere but im still having money issues. so if you guys could please pray for me it would greatly help.

Awesome

Today i finished reading Twilight it was so much better then the movie. i start reading new moon tonight and we will see if its as good. in other subjects life is pretty good. i miss a certain someone who shall remain nameless. she is away out of state for a bit and i can not wait for her to get home so we can see each other again. so far life has been good for the last few weeks and i am looking forward to decemebr who knows maybe a trip to south east wisconsin =D

through the weeds

I am a man stuck in the middle of a field no exit in sight. the glimmer of light that had lit my path has now since faded to black. run frantically to and fro and can not find my way. im surrounded by laughter and taunts from above, saying good luck on your own. will the darkness become day will the taunts stop and most of all will i find my way.

HMMMMM

Im kind of in a slump this week nothing really seems to be going right. i got into an arguement at work with a co-worker (didnt even know what it was about he just yelld at me and called me a name i wont repeat) its posible i may have offended him some how. i am going to have to swallow my pride and appoligeze and ask for forgivness even though i dont know what i did. on top of that the advesary is jus bombarding me with this uneasy feeling. i really dont know what is going on other then i need to do some praying. well im off to bed hopefully tommorow will be better.

Cant Sleep

ok so it is fri night and i cant sleep too excited. i start at the temple in the morning. i did meditate for a couple of hours so i hope i can make it through the day and then make it home safely

6 days to go and the adversary is working hard

I have my first day to work in the temple on the 15th and the adversary is working double time on me. please pray with me as I prepare my self and get myself squared away. I cannot do it on my own but with the help of Heavenly father and my loving church family I know I will not let my Savior down.

AWESOME AWESOME DAY

So today I went to the temple today and done some work for my ancestors. Then I met Pres. Smith. I will be serving as a Ordinance worker at the St. Paul Temple the first sunday of every month I am super excited.


* As momma Foster guessed it is not the first sunday but the first saturday each month

HEAVENLY FATHER IS AWESOME

ok so i went to the temple today and Heavenly Father really opened my eyes about the situation pertaining to my grandparents and also another situation that i was having mixed feelings over. i learned that its not what the person does to me but how i react and i did not react in the best manner. so i am not innocent here. i was stopped in my tracks and repented right then and there. it is amazing how Heavenly Father can just solve any problem.

STRESS STRESS AND MORE STRESS

Well I am beginning to just fly off the handle with my family lately. first an argument about work and then last night i was told that if i cant keep my room to their standards i need to find a new place to live (it wasn't even that messy) so after a 10 hour day at work i get home at 11 only to find out i have to completely revamp my bedroom plus do laundry and listen to my grandfather go on and on about how i care about the church more then them.

I am hanging in there and i know heavenly father wont give me more then i can stand but cant i just do anything right lately man it would be nice for just a small reprieve,

One long week

its been a long week and it is just raging on me ill be glad for sat to go to the temple. the temple always makes me feel better

HUGE DAY!!!! HOLY COW!!!

so first off i met a gentleman at the middle school and he is coming to church tomorrow and now the Milwaukee Elders just called and there is an investigator in Necedah who needs a ride tommorow man i love the gospel

An Awesome day

Today i spent the day in the dells. i went on the ducks and then the upper dells boat tour. i saw witches gulch and stand rock. it was an amazing sight to see all that Heavenly father created with his bare hands. there was a moment when we were at witches gulch when the boat was docked and they had peaceful music playing that the spirit spoke to me testifying of the beauty that God has created for me to enjoy and to cherish. it was a great day.

NO! Not This Time. A poem by Joseph Cichon

I hear that voice saying no one will Know!
I say NO! Not this Time.
I feel the presence of one I do not fear
I say No! Not this Time.
I hear the small whispers and the Tempting things they want me to do
still I say NO! not this time.
You are not perfect and you will fail.
NO! Not this time.
NO! not this time.
God help me to keep saying
NO! Not this time.

New Glasses

I get my new glasses on Tuesday so I will either see all of you or I will post some pictures.